Let me close my eyes for a minute or two and will be back to the game , she said
5hours later there she is
Still on her bed doing absolutely nothing !!!
It’s been few days since all I’m doing is nothing absolutely nothing
Getting up from the bed is the toughest thing these past days .
Even though I manage to get few of my jobs done I have no energy to even get myself a glass a water (which is also the reason I’ve got no energy 🤷🏻♀️)
I know there are so many things I can do and should probably be doing but
All I’m doing is Nothing ( except taking oxygen in and throwing out carbon dioxide ) COOL !!
Girl you have to do something shouts my mind
I search for ngoscn (my diary ) grab a pen , start a topic write few of lines and wuhuu enough I’m tired now .
Ok watching TV might help
Turns on TV and my eyes hurts
Should listen to music
and guess what ??
Even my favorite songs seems noisy these days 🙄
Sleeping is never in my favor
No Sleep ❌
No Music ❌
No TV ❌
Let’s not talk about Food
May be !!
But this is worst than usual
Nothing is wrong
But Nothing is right either
I should read something
So I typed “MOTIVATION”
Went through some posts which were really really good
And few minutes later
here I am
Doing Nothing again 😂
What good is positive thinking, inspirational posts if we can’t learn to apply them in real life ?
Had found it in Instagram and noted in my diary .
Well it’s so damn true. There’s no use of such inspirational and motivational thoughts when you can’t actually implement them in your life .
Spreading positivity is all we talk about but
How long one can stay positive when everything around is not . . .
Not so positive I would say
I don’t know about anyone else but I’m not positive every time
I feel low , I get frustrated
I do cry
I do loose hope and myself too sometimes ( and I can’t blame PMS every time 😂 )
And that’s when I need BREAK
A break from everything
Even from myself ( my over time working mind )
Either a day or two
Just take the damn break
Don’t push yourself too hard
And now that you took one
Come back to the reality
Face and live whatever going in your life !
It’s you who plays your role best
No one can play your role better than yourself !
When in need of BREAK take one
And now I’m feeling hell lot better and energetic after writing this .
Positive vibes all around .
Let’s do something 💪🏻
But how long will it last ?? Hahahaha
(Plus : Thank You Noona for
understanding my madness)
Suggestions would be appreciated